fridgedoor

today is a whim which happend for a reason one i won't understand tomorrow is an accident just waiting to happen one i'll take to heart yesterday is a myth one i'm sure is a dream my future is calling an unlisted number trying to get through my past seems long distance like something i imagined can't you tell why i'm here? just by seeing my reflection? if you're so sure that you're right why can i prove that you're wrong i can see more than whats really there.

pretend you're not here and watch the world unfold tear it to shreads see it as it falls apart lie to me now so i can figure it out later pick it up again piece it back together expierience new existance see it like make-believe and hold it up high it's my new world catch this new begining see me fall to pieces is it me? couldn't be

back from the bottom not deeper than before looking at where i was the darkness unforgiving if i close my eyes i'd fall asleep let my dreams be my future although, reality sets in and when i wake up it's finally the same i can see now what i couldn't before i like it better up here where you don't need to reach out to find your place it's lit up and clearly obvious

these thoughts, drug through my brain. forced in unwillingly, they won't go away i've conqured these dreams i'm a hero for you i write it down for proof i've been lookin so that when we stay up past all life where its just you and me seperated from life one with eachother time is nothing but forgotten together at last no one will doubt not even me the thoughts take away as they let go loved.

i'm finally here after blocking out the world taking back whats mine did seem to take forever piecing together memories theres a life here yet this shining light proves more than just my future i'm ahead of my time you'll have to adjust to the things you're not used to don't just read the cover it's the number one seller a twist in the ending you've never expected though you sware you aways had it's just your lies blinding you forever.

running away i saw my enemy face to face i looked into his eyes unsure by my apperance i wore a disquise i'm exellent at running i'm a pro at hiding i'll get away from anything you'll never find me i've had a head start so sick of it all won't you ever give up will this last forever i don't know who it was or why he was after me but i got away everything is my advantage.

i think of you always even when you forget about me in my head forever misplaced in my mind motivated for you never ever together it sunk down reality based dreams woke up alone bymyself and surprized all day everytjhing is you. it's on another level always together forever.

for a second i thought i could control this world i felt it's power and things made sense for a second i figured things out my only light is the one you provide i'm not the one who made it so dark but i do feel i contributed i feel its for me and for that i must warn it's between him and i and no one will see how long it lasted it's dark for a reason i hear you out there.

you can't scare me. i'm ready to die. i understand you want it this way however, i've got this front row seat and i'm not leaving untill its thru you sure make a big show like anyone cares i'm the only one looking up and thats why you are here this it is round two is diffrent, you're here i can feel it i felt this awhile ago so long and i'll see you soon make me proud, cause i'll be back but you won't recognize me i love you.

are you afraid of the future? are you afraid of the dark? can't i live for this now? without thinking about later? can you hear if i scream? will I go deaf if you shout? do you think i won't listen? is that why you won't talk i'm afraid too my lifes not perfect but i'm here and their not so, i know its hard to let go i'm still trying too lets do this together.